Mind crash

Today I have a new discover, and after one minute shock, I said "WOW"! I know I shouldn't sound childish any more, I am going to my 40s, so I start to laugh at myself, "Oh, you such a fool! Let me see tears from your sad face. Better NOT!" So another voice came out from my chest, "focus on what you are suppose to do, stop wasting time on those silly things." So I start to watch the videos of politics, even I don't like them, but still try to learn more and know more and think more, maybe I will move to France or Italy or Australia in the future since America is going crazier and crazier. Then I edited the letter I wrote to Mayer Stephanie about the kids' playground. Later think to put something on my Chinese website. So I just realize I have so much to do, and it makes me feel better. Well, gain ages somewhat is not bad, at least you will get a litter wiser. Ok, 40s, here I come! XOXOXO :P