Wednesday, April 23, 2014

My heart almost stood still




On the evening of February 1st, 1924, the New York Symphony Orchestra played Beethoven's Ninth Symphony at Carnegie Hall in New York, conducted by Walter Damrosch. Thankfully for those who couldn't attend, the performance was broadcast live on the radio. A couple of days later, the orchestra received a stunning letter of thanks from the unlikeliest of sources: Helen Keller, a renowned author and activist who had been deaf and blind from a young age. It can be read below.

Eight years later, Keller wrote an equally evocative letter in which she described the view from atop the Empire State Building.

(Source: The Baton, Volumes 2-3, via Marcus Williams; Image: Helen Keller "listening" to the radio, c.1929, via Angelfire.)

93 Seminole Avenue,
Forest Hills, L. I.,
February 2, 1924.

The New York Symphony Orchestra,
New York City.

Dear Friends:

I have the joy of being able to tell you that, though deaf and blind, I spent a glorious hour last night listening over the radio to Beethoven's "Ninth Symphony." I do not mean to say that I "heard" the music in the sense that other people heard it; and I do not know whether I can make you understand how it was possible for me to derive pleasure from the symphony. It was a great surprise to myself. I had been reading in my magazine for the blind of the happiness that the radio was bringing to the sightless everywhere. I was delighted to know that the blind had gained a new source of enjoyment; but I did not dream that I could have any part in their joy. Last night, when the family was listening to your wonderful rendering of the immortal symphony someone suggested that I put my hand on the receiver and see if I could get any of the vibrations. He unscrewed the cap, and I lightly touched the sensitive diaphragm. What was my amazement to discover that I could feel, not only the vibrations, but also the impassioned rhythm, the throb and the urge of the music! The intertwined and intermingling vibrations from different instruments enchanted me. I could actually distinguish the cornets, the roll of the drums, deep-toned violas and violins singing in exquisite unison. How the lovely speech of the violins flowed and plowed over the deepest tones of the other instruments! When the human voice leaped up trilling from the surge of harmony, I recognized them instantly as voices. I felt the chorus grow more exultant, more ecstatic, upcurving swift and flame-like, until my heart almost stood still. The women's voices seemed an embodiment of all the angelic voices rushing in a harmonious flood of beautiful and inspiring sound. The great chorus throbbed against my fingers with poignant pause and flow. Then all the instruments and voices together burst forth—an ocean of heavenly vibration—and died away like winds when the atom is spent, ending in a delicate shower of sweet notes.

Of course, this was not "hearing" but I do know that the tones and harmonies conveyed to me moods of great beauty and majesty. I also sensed, or thought I did, the tender sounds of nature that sing into my hand—swaying reeds and winds and the murmur of streams. I have never been so enraptured before by a multitude of tone-vibrations.

As I listened, with darkness and melody, shadow and sound filling all the room, I could not help remembering that the great composer who poured forth such a flood of sweetness into the world was deaf like myself. I marvelled at the power of his quenchless spirit by which out of his pain he wrought such joy for others—and there I sat, feeling with my hand the magnificent symphony which broke like a sea upon the silent shores of his soul and mine.

Let me thank you warmly for all the delight which your beautiful music has brought to my household and to me. I want also to thank Station WEAF for the joy they are broadcasting in the world.

With kindest regards and best wishes, I am,

Sincerely yours,

(Signed)

HELEN KELLER

Link: http://www.lettersofnote.com/2014/03/my-heart-almost-stood-still.html 

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Mind crash

Today I have a new discover, and after one minute shock, I said "WOW"! I know I shouldn't sound childish any more, I am going to my 40s, so I start to laugh at myself, "Oh, you such a fool! Let me see tears from your sad face. Better NOT!" So another voice came out from my chest, "focus on what you are suppose to do, stop wasting time on those silly things." So I start to watch the videos of politics, even I don't like them, but still try to learn more and know more and think more, maybe I will move to France or Italy or Australia in the future since America is going crazier and crazier. Then I edited the letter I wrote to Mayer Stephanie about the kids' playground. Later think to put something on my Chinese website. So I just realize I have so much to do, and it makes me feel better. Well, gain ages somewhat is not bad, at least you will get a litter wiser. Ok, 40s, here I come! XOXOXO :P

Sunday, April 6, 2014

The best Boeuf Bourguignon




It's my second try of Julia Child's Boeuf Bourguignon, and it turned out perfect! A little trick to brown the beef, since to use the kitchen towel to dry the fresh beef is not good enough to brown it, unless you pour lots of oil, but I hate fat, so the first time I failed to brown them, because the blood keep coming out from the meat. So this time made a little difference, I used the boiled water to quickly boil the meat, as soon as the skin of beef changes colors (turns to gray), then take them out, 4 pieces each time, so outside the surface has been sealed, but the juice still been locked inside, thus the beef still remains tender and juice inside. Also this time I didn't add bacon, because I am so afraid of fat, maybe next time I will try, if I can find some really good bacon. Delicious! 

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Dream of Bed

I can't imagine to lay in the bed of roses! Excuse me, I will spoil myself one day when I don't need to share bed with Sunny. :P WOW! 





Monday, February 24, 2014

Waiting

waiting, waiting for the rainbow after the storm
waiting, waiting for the dawn after the darkness
waiting, waiting for the new life after the travail

waiting, waiting for the rain drops after the withered
waiting, waiting for the breeze after the white
waiting, waiting for the birds chirping after the silence

waiting, waiting for the dreams to come true
waiting, waiting for the garden to bloom
waiting, waiting for the gorgeous to behold

waiting, everything worth waiting
waiting, waiting for the touch by mercy
waiting, waiting for the glory in life.

Thursday, February 13, 2014

I wandered lonely as a Cloud

I wandered lonely as a Cloud

I wandered lonely as a Cloud
That floats on high o'er Vales and Hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd
A host of dancing Daffodils;
Along the Lake, beneath the trees,
Ten thousand dancing in the breeze.

The waves beside them danced, but they
Outdid the sparkling waves in glee: –
A poet could not but be gay
In such a laughing company:
I gaz'd – and gaz'd – but little thought
What wealth the shew to me had brought:

For oft when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude,
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the Daffodils.
William Wordsworth Poems in Two Volumes: Moods of my Mind 7 (1807)

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Lost

A little thoughts...

I have lost the pace of your love,
I have lost the rhythm of the song,
I have lost the voice of my love,
I have lost the tasting buds of love,
I have lost the passion to love,
I have lost the courage to dream,
I have lost the hope of my future.

Lost, empty, blank.